21/5/2011

21/5/2011
parte1:
kheyli ghamangize.kheyli ghamangize mercede.kheyliha chajiro mishnakhtan to birjand.kheyliha ke hata sare soozani alaghe dashtan vase khondan hatman mishnakhtanesh.maghazeye avalesh to bazare birjand bood.hatman yadete.ghadimi bood.migoft az pedaresh behesh reside.badan amad to khiyaboone shohada.bare avali ke raftam maghazash sadegh hedayat gereftam.porsid ketabasho dost dari?goftam hamasho nakhondam ama onayi ke khondamo dost daram.goft daneshjooyi goftam are.khandid o goft sabr kon.raft poshte maghazash va ba ye ketabe daste dovom ke jelde roozname dasht bargasht.vaghti gereftamesh goft ghable inke inaro bekhoni ino bekhon.kafka bood.saramo tekon dadamo goftam in chande?khandid o goft hichi.ino mehmoone mani va bad az on bood ke har rooz ya rooz darmiyoon miraftam maghazash va bahash harf mizadam.dishab ehsas kardam kheyli behesh niyaz daram mercede vali on mord.ye hafte ghabl az inke ma biyaym mord.dadashesh ye sms zad ke tamoom karde. va tamoom karde bood.sorate ostokhoniyi dasht ba sibilaye porposht.hichvaght be cheshmaye kasi negah nemikard.hamishe migoft to baziye ajibi oftadim mehdi.migoft adama bayad entekhab konan.hamishe bayad entekhab konan va in sakhte.gosheye maghazash poshte pishkhon samavaresh bood ba ye bokhariye kocholo va chand ta ketabe nakhonde ke hamishe ye bargeshon ta khorde bood.mishastim onja va harf mizadim o chay mikhordim.bazi vaghta saatha inja mimondam va badesh vase shab gharar mizashtim vase shab berim khoneye on ya man va bazam harf va in khob bod.kheyli khob bood.maghazash kheyli bozorg naboob.migoft hameye ketabam ja nemishe toosh.badan ye maghazeye dige ham gereft kenaresh va dastobalesh bozorgtar shod.hamishe negarane in bood ke khob ketabaro chide ya na.vaghti dadashesh behem sms zad ke tamoom karde aval bavaram nashod.zang zadam be khanomesh va on gerye kard.natonestam beram majlesesh.natonestam.dishab behem goftan maghazasho sandevichi kardan.mardom miyan onja sandevich mikhoran ba coca o miran va kasi nemidone salha kasi inja neshaste va nafas mikeshide va ketab mifrokhte va in kheyli ghamangize.kheyli ghamangize mercede.
parte3:
emrooz sob ba bacheha footbal bazi kardim.kheyli khob bood.hame roohiyashon behtar bood.bad az bazi chay khordim va ye kam musighi goosh dadim.engar musighi to khone in siyahast.
parte4:
goshimo nabordam.2 ta miskal dashtam.silviyast.az sob rafte biroon.interviyo dasht ba 2ta marde araghi.dobare zang zad.mige sham berim biron.aslan pishnehade khobi nist.
parte5:
hamishe hes mikonim ke dare kheyli  dir mishe,ke bayad tondtar berim,ke bayad hamaro poshte sar bezarim va tondtar va tondtar ein raho tey konim ta be koja beresim...???nemidonam.??vaghean nemitonam ye maghsade farzi va eidealo tasavor konam ke arzeshe in hame ajalaro dashte bashe.faghat fekr mikonim ke bayad berim ,faghat be jolo negah mikonim ,be ghadame baadi va be maghsade baadi.bedone inke yek bar ham ke shode saremono becharkhonim o dorobaremono bebinim,kenareye raho bebinim,ke chiya hast,kiya hastan va kojayim.shayad arzeshe yek lahze tavaghofo dashte bashebazi vaghta.vaghean shayad lazem bashe ke ma gahi vaghtha bedone tars va esteres az hichi va hichki va makhsosan az khodemoon vastim.yek nafas bekeshim ,ye negahe be atrafemoon bendazim,be tamame chizaye bozorgo kochiki ke hast,yek labkhand bezanim va dobare harkat konim.bedone inke fekr konim ke baghiye koja raftan chetor raftan va cheghadr tond raftan.inkhobe fekr mikonam.Gahi vaghtha bayad be chizhaye kochak va dast yaftani ba deghat bishtari negah konim va be khodemoon forsat bedim ta jayi ke zehn va ghalbeman ejaze midahand be anha nazdik shavim va anha ra beshenasim.hamishe etefaghate bozorg mabda va manshae taghirat nistan va notfeye asliye taghirate jahan etefaghate besyar sade va shayad kam ahamiyat bodean.emrooz yek kelip didam ke tamame an chizi bood ke dar morede khodam va donyaye khodam hes mikardam.
parte6:
asro kolan mondam khone.ye kam ba internet var raftam.akhbaro gosh kardam ba yek kam zaban.pino amad.ye ghahve khordim va gharar shod farda  ba ham berim vase bacheha ye meghdar kharid konim.in zaboon yad nadashtanam kalafam mikone hamishe...
parte7:
silviya akhare shab amad.oghatesh talkh bod.makhsosan ba man.bekhatere inke davatesho ghabool nakardim.pashimoon nistam.
parte8:
ye shakhsiyate khase in silviya.28 saleshe.vase doktoraye jameeshenasi mikhone.shadidan aktiv va ba enerji va albate kami ajool.khosh ghalb vali kami ghod.asheghe mosighiye va raghs va harkari ke adamo be vajd biyare.ein karash vaghean bazi vaghta baram azar dahandast ama kolan khoshhale.amade inja vase tahghighesh.etefaghi ba ham ashna shodim.yeki az vakilaye kamp maro behesh moarefi karde bood.ehtemalan gofte soojehaye jadidan ke mitoni bahashon harf bezani.zang ke zad 2 rooze baad hamdigaro didim.ta shab ba ham bodim va dar morede tanha chizi ke harf nazadim mohajerat bood o sharayete ma.chand rooze baad zang zad va goft fek mikonam ma mitonim doostaye khobi vase hamdige bashim va man kheyli bahash mokhalef naboodam.harchand ke motmaenam ke bayad ye kam mohtat basham.
parte9:
alan saate 11/20 daghighast.miram sham.
parte19:
farda tavalodame engar.bacheha to facebook baram payam gozashtan.mobarakam bashe...